Chapter 71: Nothing Matters Anymore! (4000 words, updated!)
Su Jingya cried so hard that she couldn't speak, weakly falling to the ground, her tearful eyes gazing at the man sitting in the car, using all her strength to shout loudly: "Let's write our ending together!"
Huang Pu gazed at the woman who was sitting on the ground, crying so hard that she was almost fainting. The deep black color of his eyes grew even darker, and his hands grasped the steering wheel tightly, with a few blue veins bulging out from the back of his hand.
Staring at Su Jingya for a few seconds, Huangfu Yu pushed open the car door, walked to her front with gentle steps, then squatted down and lifted his hand to wipe away the tears on her face.
Su Jingya felt his movements, grabbed his hand and stuck it to her face, then sobbed: "Yu, I'm really Lele, do you still remember the wishing bottle we secretly buried under the big tree back then?"
"I asked you back then, why there was nothing written on your wish paper, and do you still remember how you answered me at that time?" Su Jingya lifted her tear-stained face to look at him, "Sun Qingkong doesn't know about this matter, she has no idea what the answer is. But I know, back then you said..."
"Su Jingya, that's enough!" Huangfu Yu suddenly interrupted her, pulling back his hand. He said coldly, word by word, "I've already asked Qingkong this question, and her answer was completely correct!"
"What?" Su Jingya stared at Huangfu Yu in a daze, her big eyes full of astonishment. How did Sun Qingkong know? This was clearly their secret.
Huang Pu Yu looked at the astonished woman, his face full of disdain. His low and pleasant voice sounded: "Su Jingya, do you know what kind of attitude I'm looking at you with now?"
Su Jingya bit her lip and shook her head. Didn't he feel anything at all, seeing her recall everything from their childhood? In the past, they were so deeply in love.
They sneaked away together, went to tease Ma Ma, made mischief all night and didn't come back, causing the whole orphanage to search for them all night in a flurry, while they hid in the basement eating sweets they had saved up every day...
"A woman who would stop at nothing for herself, in her final desperate struggle, performed with great passion and emotion, yet had no idea that the only audience member had already grasped the truth of the matter! Even if she managed to move herself with the story, it was just a clown performing a solo. Huang Fu held her jaw, gently lifting her small face, "Su Jingya, do you know how disgusting your behavior is right now? To avoid divorcing me, you're capable of doing anything! I might as well tell you here, the person I love is Sun Qingkong, even if she's not Lele, and you really are Lele, the person I love is still her, do you understand?"
Huang Pu Yu looked at her expression stiffening bit by bit, and his big eyes were also filled with pain and incredulity.
He gave a cold laugh, and with one push, Huangfu Yu opened the distance between them. With disgust in his voice, he said: "So from now on, don't appear before me again, and especially don't say you're Lele anymore. I'm afraid that even the Lele of my childhood will become detestable to me!"
Before getting back into the carriage, Huangfu Yu said his last words: "Su Jingya, you are the only kind of woman I will never fall in love with, so don't waste your efforts!"
Su Jingya's mind went blank as she stared at the sedan speeding past her, feeling like her face was about to be scorched by the air.
As she watched the sedan disappear quickly in the parking lot, the scene of him leaving that year swept through her mind again, eroding and gnawing at every weak and sensitive nerve.
She was stunned for three seconds, then got up from the ground and ran after the car in tears.
"Huanhuan, don't throw me away!!"
"You can't abandon me for the second time!!"
"Huan Huan... how could you abandon me?"
"How can you be like this!!"
"Was everything from our childhood a lie? You love Sun Qingkong, which has nothing to do with the memories of our childhood or me. Do you only love her?"
"Huanhuan, don't go, don't leave Lele behind, don't!!"
Su Jingya ran with all her might, chasing the car down one street after another. However, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't shorten the distance between them, and instead, the gap between them grew wider and wider.
Every step she ran, her legs felt like they were being pricked by needles, but she gritted her teeth and persisted.
At a turning point, Su Jingya was tripped by something and fell heavily to the ground with a "thud". She stared at Huangfu Yu's car as it disappeared from view. Su Jingya pounded the ground with her fists and wailed loudly: "Why? Why don't you want me?"
"Welcome back, okay? Waaah... Don't leave me behind, I'll be good from now on, really good, super good, won't make you angry, won't make you mad, cook for you every day, do your laundry and give you a massage, okay?"
"Lulu doesn't have a daddy or mommy anymore, only you!! Huanhuan, Lulu only has you, you can't abandon me!"
"What am I supposed to do if you don't want me anymore?"
"What should I do? Huan Huan... Without you, what should I do?"
“……”
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Su Jingya's heartbreaking wails attracted countless passersby, who were merely curious as to why a woman was crying and shouting someone's name on the ground, but no one came forward to help her.
Dongfang Yan came out of the mall, took the keys and opened the car door, ready to go home. He found that many people were gathered at the entrance of the mall, seemingly discussing something. Unintentionally, he glanced into the crowd and saw a woman lying on the ground, crying desperately.
But when he saw the woman's face clearly, he was startled: "Jingya?"
He quickly pushed through the crowd and Dongfang Yan rushed forward to pick up Su Jingya, anxiously asking: "Jingya, what's wrong with you? What happened?"
Su Jingya bit her lip, and blood dripped out as she looked clearly at Dongfang Yan's face. She sobbed uncontrollably and said in a choked voice: "I've completely lost him, Yan, Yu doesn't want me anymore, Huanhuan doesn't want me anymore, what should I do? What should I do? I'm all alone again!"
"My chest hurts so much, I'm really scared, because"
"Why doesn't anyone want me? Waaah... Why doesn't anyone want me?"
"Waaa... I... My chest hurts so much, it's about to explode!!"
"My heart hurts so much, it really hurts!"
"No one wants me anymore, am I going to be sent back to the orphanage? Is everyone going to bully me again? Waaah... No one is willing to protect me anymore, waaah... No one will protect me like Huanhuan did!!"
"Fire, what am I supposed to do from now on? I won't lose him, can't..."
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Dongfang Yan looked at the woman who was crying uncontrollably, even a little dazed, and felt an inexplicable feeling in his heart. Seeing that her knee was bleeding non-stop, he quickly picked her up, stuffed her into the car, started the engine, and drove towards his own villa.
Su Jingya was placed in a very beautiful and dreamy princess room by Dongfang Yan, with pink walls, pink curtains, and pink bedding, everything was pink.
But all the beautiful things, at this moment, fell into her eyes and were full of vicissitudes.
Her gaze fell on the neatly placed fabric bear dolls on the windowsill, and she suddenly became agitated, jumping off the bed and rushing towards the dolls. She grabbed one of them with both hands and shouted loudly with bloodshot eyes: "Where are the scissors? I want scissors!!"
"Jingya, what's wrong with you?" Dongfang Yan was startled by Su Jingya's abnormal behavior and stepped forward to take away the cloth bear doll in her hand. But unexpectedly, Su Jingya shouted at him: "What are you doing taking my doll? I want scissors, give me scissors!!"
Dongfang Yan had never seen Su Jingya so terrifying, and was deeply afraid that she would do something crazy and out of line, so he could only find a pair of scissors to hand over to her.
Su Jingya snatched the scissors and glared at Bu Xiong with red-rimmed eyes, her gaze fixed on him without blinking. With a swift "snip", she cut off Bu Xiong's head, muttering to herself: "I don't want anything, I don't want anything!!"
"I don't want a plush bear doll anymore! I don't want Daddy or Mommy anymore! Don't want Huanhuan anymore!!"
"I don't want anything anymore!!"
"Ahhhhhhh - I don't want anything anymore!!"
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Dongfang Yan stood beside, watching Su Jingya who was going crazy and cutting off the heads of over a dozen limited edition plush bears. After cutting off the head of the last bear, she threw away the scissors and then curled up in a ball at the corner of the wall, hugging her legs and crying bitterly, her whole body trembling with sobs, feeling extremely uncomfortable in her heart.
"Cheaters, all of you are cheaters!" Su Jingya cowered in the corner, muttering to herself, "You're all cheaters, you've all cheated me. You clearly don't want me, so why do you still cheat me?"
"I don't want you guys anymore, I don't need you guys!!"
"Waaah... Cheater, big cheater!!"
She didn't know how long she had been sitting in the corner of the wall, nor did she know how long she had been scolding, before Su Jingya cried out again.
"Dad, Mom, I'm so cold!!"
"Waaah, hug me!!"
"Huanhuan, hug me... Waaahhh... Huanhuan, why don't you want me anymore? Huanhuan, hug me!!"
Su Jingya held herself tightly, hugging herself. However, the chill that had seeped into her heart still made her tremble uncontrollably.
Dongfang Yan looked at the woman hiding in the corner of the wall, always knowing she was weak, but had never seen her so fragile that she needed protection.
He furrowed his brow, moved forward with a stride, squatted down in front of her, and then slowly pulled her trembling frail body into his arms, holding it tightly.
"Even if the whole world doesn't want you, I want you! Don't be afraid, I'll protect you! Good girl, don't be afraid!!"
Su Jingya heard his voice and immediately burst into loud sobs, she hugged his neck and cried: "One day, you will also abandon me like them! I tried so hard to please them, but... they still want to get rid of me, am I really a burden, a drag?"
"Flames, why does everyone reject me? What have I done wrong?"
"I was trying to be good for my dad and mom, I didn't dare to waste a single penny of theirs, but just because I liked a small bear, they bought it for me and then abandoned me!"
"They threw me onto the street, you know what I was most afraid of? There were little kids throwing stones and watermelon rinds at me, and someone even set a dog on me!!"
"I was adopted by a family for three days before I went to the orphanage, they locked me in a small black room, didn't give me food or water, and even wanted to sell me!"
"I went to the orphanage, Ma Ma was really good to me and loved me dearly, but... when I came back, she had gone to heaven, and I couldn't find her anymore, waaahhh... can't be found!"
"There's also Huanhuan, who kept saying he'd protect me and stay by my side forever. But... he left with his grandfather, no matter how far I chased after the car, no matter how desperately I ran towards him, he just got farther and farther away from me. He only ever loved himself, for his sake, I could give up my life, but... he's going to marry someone else!"
"Yan, you know him, he just told me that he loves Sun Qingkong, even if I'm Lele, he only loves her. He loves the person Sun Qingkong is now, and it has nothing to do with our past when we were young. And he also said that he's starting to dislike the me from back then!"
"Waaah, when I was little, I left the tastiest things and the most fun things all for him. I loved him more than I loved myself. Why doesn't he want me anymore?"
"Why doesn't anyone want me anymore?"
"Fire, you tell me, why..."
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Dongfang Yan never knew that Su Jingya had so many worries in her heart, and even more, a dark past. Only now did he realize that she lived with such caution, living in fear, and living in a state of begging for mercy, just hoping to have someone by her side who would never abandon her again.
Severe heartache, he tightly hugged her and whispered softly in her ear: "Forget them all, since they don't want you, you don't need them either. From now on, I'll take care of you, okay? Jingya, for the rest of my life, I'll have you, no one will ever dare to bully you again, I promise, trust me, okay?"
Su Jingya bit her lip and counted non-stop: "One, two, three, four...... seven, eight, nine...... fifteen, sixteen..."
Dongfang Yan looked at the woman who seemed to have her soul sucked out, his eyes turned cold, and he gritted his teeth in his heart, roaring: "Huangfu Yu, I told you not to challenge my temper again, I will make you regret hurting her, regret it thoroughly!!"
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