Chapter 77: I don't love him anymore! 7,000 words

  Huang Pu clicked the mouse, and the screen expanded infinitely. When he vaguely saw the woman's face, his black eyes sank: It was actually... Su Jingya?!

  That woman didn't sleep at midnight and knelt outside his villa, what was she doing?

  Huang Pu quickly clicked the mouse, although the streetlight's rays were already very weak, and it was raining heavily, Su Jingya's facial expression was blurry, but he still captured all the painful colors on her face.

  He glanced at the surveillance screen for a moment, which was only a few minutes ago. Huangfu Yu turned his head to look out the window at the heavy rain and involuntarily got up to take an umbrella and walked downstairs.

  "Your Honor, it's raining so heavily and it's already so late, where are you going?" The guard at the big iron gate was startled when he saw Huangfu Yu standing outside the door of the guard room. He quickly grabbed a large umbrella and ran over to Huangfu Yu, trying his best to cover him with the umbrella, even though Huangfu Yu had already opened one himself.

  It's just that, for Huangfu to hold an umbrella for him, it was really a bit too difficult. Although he was also a man, his height wasn't considered short among men, but who let the great Yu Shao grow so tall and straight? Wanting to hold an umbrella above the one he was holding was really hard.

  On tiptoes, they almost couldn't reach it.

  The rain was coming down very heavily and wildly, sheltered by two umbrellas, but the clothes on Huangfu's body were still wet from the rain.

  He cast a cold glance at the guard and ordered indifferently: "Go open the door for me, I want to go out!"

  "... defending his brain was a bit dizzy, he didn't understand why Huangfu Yu went out now, and even more bizarrely, he didn't drive when he left the house. However, after he came to his senses, he hastily nodded and said, "Young Master Yu, please wait, I'll go right away!"

  As he spoke, Bao Wei quickly ran back to the security room and pressed the button to open the large iron gate.

  The large iron gate had just opened halfway, and Huangfu Yu immediately slipped out sideways. He took big strides, his sharp black eyes quickly scanning the surroundings for Su Jingya's figure, but he ran a mile away without seeing Su Jingya anywhere along the way.

  "How is that possible?" Huang Fu Yu furrowed his brow deeply, Su Jingya couldn't have walked so fast in such a short time, how could there be no one around?

  Huangfu Yu went forward again and walked some distance, still without any discovery. He stopped his steps and finally turned back.

  What is he doing now?

  Didn't he already warn himself in his heart that he had drawn a clear line with Su Jingya? They were already divorced, and from now on, everything about her had nothing to do with him. Even if she died, it would have no relation to him. His focus should be on Sun Qingkong and work! From now on, even if he saw Su Jingya again, he should just treat her as a stranger.

  Now he ran out, still couldn't help but run out, was he crazy or having another episode of madness?

  Huangfu Yude furrowed his brow deeply, feeling both angry and annoyed in his heart. How did he end up running out like this, getting completely soaked from head to toe?

  What right does she have to make him like this?

  In the dark, he silently scolded and humiliated himself in his heart. Huangfu Yu quickly turned around, but when he did, he didn't see a woman hiding in the nearby bushes, her whole body trembling with fear.

  Su Jingya covered her mouth tightly with her hand, not letting herself make a sound. When she saw Huangfu Yu rushing over, she was about to lose control and rush out, but... the rationality left in her mind stopped her from acting.

  Because she knew that if she threw herself at him again with her life on the line, she would definitely die a terrible death, and would definitely end up without even any bones left.

  Watching Huangfu Yu get farther and farther away, until she could no longer see him, Su Jingya finally emerged from the bushes, hugging herself with her shoulders shrunk in. She walked forward slowly, each step feeling like her ankles were weighed down by heavy lead balls, so heavy that she almost couldn't lift her feet. However, she gritted her teeth and persisted.

  If she doesn't leave Huangfu Yu, she will be completely destroyed by his coldness and indifference.

  She can't even remember where she lost one of her shoes, now she has only a small leather shoe on her left foot and the other bare foot treading on the uneven roadside, sharp stones scraping her skin, making her feel piercing pain.

  And she took off the other shoe as well.

  Today is the last day, the last day to love him, the last day to be heartbroken for him, and also the last day to feel heartache for him. Let this last night make her suffer enough. After dawn breaks, Lele will completely cease to exist. And he will no longer have the qualification to hurt her, to make her suffer so much that it's heartbreaking.

  Huangfu Yuhui went back, passing by the big iron gate, and found Bao Wei holding an umbrella, waiting for him at the door. Seeing him return, Bao Wei immediately came forward to offer his respects, presenting a towel: "Young Master Yu, you've finally returned, here's a towel!"

  Huangfu Yuli ignored him, directly disregarding the flattering guard, and walked in with an expressionless face. However, after a few steps, he suddenly remembered something, stopped in his tracks, turned around, and coldly asked: "Earlier, did you notice that there was a woman kneeling outside the large iron gate?"

  After being ignored by Huangfu Yu, the heartbroken Bao Wei almost pounded his chest and stamped his feet. Although Huangfu Yu lives in the Huangfu Mansion every day, what is his identity? Is it possible for him to see him casually? With great difficulty, he seized the opportunity, thinking that he could make him happy, get a raise, and be promoted to the captain of the guard team...

  Alas!

  If he had known he would be ignored, he should have come up with a foolproof plan and flattered him thoroughly.

  However, when Huangfu Yu suddenly turned around and asked him a question, he was stunned. Before Huangfu Yu lost his patience, he suddenly said loudly: "There is! There was a mentally ill person kneeling outside the door earlier, crying and talking continuously at the entrance, and finally shouting loudly, couldn't even be driven away!"

  Huangfu's eyes narrowed slightly as he continued to ask: "She was at the door, what did she say?"

  Bao Wei didn't think Huangfu Yu would be so interested in a mental patient, and he immediately recalled seriously.

  However, when he saw the madwoman in the guard room, he was startled by her appearance and cursed a few times. She still knelt there without moving, seeing that she had no intention of entering another courtyard, he also...

  Too lazy to bother with her again.

  He only knew that she was kneeling there, chattering non-stop about something, and the rain outside was so heavy that he didn't notice what she was saying.

  Now Huangfu is asking about it, what about him...

  Defending his life, he thought for a long time. Just as Huangfu Yu was about to turn around and leave impatiently, he suddenly said loudly: "Yu Shao, I remembered! That psycho, before leaving, suddenly went crazy, shouting and screaming, saying something like 'Why do you like him so much', 'Really love you' and 'Why can't you love her'."

  After hearing his words, Bao Wei's face turned somewhat mysterious and unpredictable, and he immediately followed with a nervous heart.

  Huang Pu pressed his thin lips together and remained silent for a moment before asking in a low voice, "What are you talking about? Who did she say she liked? You? Li? Ni?"

  "...” Defending, he saw the confusion and entanglement on Huangfu Yu's face, and immediately his smile froze, his mouth twitching slightly. Isn't it said that Huangfu Yu is smarter than others? Wise and decisive? How... can't even understand a sentence of human language? What he just said was very complicated and profound?

  He swallowed hard and said patiently, "Your Honor, I'll repeat what the woman said, but... if some of the terms and words are improper, you mustn't blame me!"

  Huang Pu Yu, everyone respectfully referred to him as "Yu Shao" or "Da Shao", no one dared to call his full name directly, it was said that those who dared to call his full name directly would commit a capital offense and really be beheaded by him.

  Huang Pu Yu just stared at Bao Wei, not saying a word. After Bao Wei read out the implication of his silence, he cleared his throat and coughed, then in a sharp tone, imitating Su Jingya's voice: "Huang Pu Yu, why do I like you so much? Huang Pu Yu, I really love you..."

  ……

  Huangfu Yu returned to her room and took a hot bath, then lay in bed tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.

  What is wrong with that woman? Not sleeping at midnight, then running outside his villa, kneeling in the rain and loudly saying she likes him?!

  She didn't admit it herself, being nice to him has nothing to do with love, let alone loving him? If so, what did she come running for then?

  Huang Fu propped his hands under his head, staring blankly at the ceiling. He seemed to be getting more and more confused - what on earth was Su Jingya thinking? It seemed... he had never understood her, what kind of woman she really was...

  There is only one thing that can be confirmed. Although it's a bit awkward to hear her words from Baowei's mouth, when she said she likes him, he still felt...

  Huang Pu's hand pressed against his chest, and it seemed that the heartbeat here was faster than the normal frequency required for survival!

  I don't know when I fell asleep.

  Huang Pu had a dream that night: in the church, Su Jingya was wearing a pure white wedding dress, standing in front of him with a sweet smile, and he... actually knelt down on one knee, slowly putting the wedding ring on her ring finger...

  Su Jingya returned to the Dongfang Yan's house when the sky had already lit up.

  She stood at the entrance of the villa, her whole body dripping with water, her hair disheveled and stuck to her cheeks, while her face was pale to the point of being bloodless.

  Fingers hanging on both sides of the body, wounds were soaked in rainwater and turned white, all ten fingers were swollen, and the bare feet also deeply wrinkled due to long-term soaking.

  Dongfang Yan held his mobile phone and contacted all the connections he could use in Chun City, hoping to find Su Jingya as soon as possible.

  Just thinking about it, she suddenly disappeared like this, without even bringing her purse and phone, and it was after the divorce from Huangfu Yu, he really worried that she would think of something desperate.

  Hesitating whether to call Huangfu Yu, after all... Huangfu Yu's power in Chun City was unmatched. In Chun City, there were people he didn't want to find, but absolutely no one he couldn't find.

  But after hesitating for a long time, he still threw his mobile phone onto the sofa.

  No matter how difficult it is, he will not go ask him for help.

  How can he help find her when he was ruthless enough to leave Su Jingya severely injured?

  It's estimated that he will secretly cut off the grass and eliminate the roots, but it can't be said for sure.

  Just as he was at his wit's end, Wang Anran's shrill cry suddenly came from outside the door: "Jingya, you're back?"

  Dongfang Yan was so excited that he hastily opened the door and rushed forward.

  Sure, here is the translation:

  As expected, I saw Su Jingya at a glance, but...

  His gaze fell on her, his eyebrows furrowed slightly, and the joy on his face also faded away bit by bit.

  "Jingya, where did you run to all night? How did you end up in such a mess? What's wrong with your hand? You..." Wang Anran grabbed her hand and asked loudly. Seeing that her fingernails had fallen off, Wang Anran's eyes welled up with tears as she unclearly asked, "Did you go find Huangfu Yu again? Was your hand hurt by him?"

  Su Jingya bit her lip and didn't say a word, only slightly blinking her eyelids and lowering her head to look at her fingers.

  Her skin and flesh have all been ground away, even her bones can be seen, but why doesn't she feel any pain?!

  Is she hurt too badly, all nerves paralyzed, or... does she really not feel pain?

  Without saying a word, Su Jingya bypassed Dongfang Yan and Wang Anran and went straight upstairs.

  Wang Anran saw her abnormal behavior, scared and also extremely angry. She chased after Su Jingya, shouting loudly: "Su Jingya, you big fool, what do you want to be hurt by Huangfu Yu for?"

  "Su Jingya, you're really stupid, really foolish. Since Huangfu Yu doesn't love you anymore, why do you still want to love him? What's wrong with you..."

  As she walked up the stairs, Su Jingya heard Wang Anran's roar and her footsteps suddenly stopped. She turned around and expressionlessly spat out a few words: "I don't love him anymore!"

  Su Jingya's voice was very low and faint, so calm and peaceful that it was hard to detect any emotion, but her words were enough to intimidate Wang Anran and Dongfang Yan... leaving them stunned.

  Dongfang Yan carried a medical box to Su Jingya's room, where she was curled up on the sofa, bandaging her own wound.

  Three layers of thick curtains, only she casually pulled up a thin layer of gauze, the bright white light from outside the window, through the gauze wrapped her tightly.

  Dongfang Yan stared at the woman wrapped in white light, looking somewhat unreal, and was stunned.

  Her profile was even more gaunt than it had been in the past few days, sharp and angular, with her cheekbones exposed.

  Watching her carefully but struggling to bandage her own wound, her expression was very focused, with long eyelashes that seemed like a small black fan falling on her lower eyelid, Dongfang Yan suddenly became distracted.

  Although she seemed calm as if nothing had happened, but seeing her shrinking her thin body into the sofa and bandaging herself, he inexplicably felt heartache.

  When he was absent, wasn't it her alone who bandaged and medicated herself, whether she was physically or mentally hurt?

  But did Huangfu Yu ever care about her even a little bit from start to finish?

  Actually, a very sad person is not one who has no love or friendship, but rather one who has been hurt and fallen ill, yet there is no one around to show concern.

  Dongfang Yan approached slowly after a while, his movements very gentle and careful, afraid of making too much noise and startling the person on the couch who was focused on applying medicine for him.

  "Here I come!" Dongfang Yan saw that she had wrapped her fingers in gauze several times, but still couldn't wrap it tightly enough.

  Su Jingya did not refuse Dongfang Yan's approach, allowing him to bandage her wound, but she maintained a slightly bowed head posture throughout.

  Dongfang Yan's movements were very gentle, and he carefully applied medicine and bandages to her wounds, afraid that his own movements would be too rough and hurt her.

  He bandaged one hand, and when Dongfang Yan was wrapping the other for her, he couldn't help but ask in a low voice, "How did you hurt your fingers? You should eat something and get some rest. I'll take you to the hospital tomorrow to have it checked."

  "Good!" Su Jingya replied in a low voice.

  Dongfang Yanshen was silent for a while, and after bandaging himself, he finally spoke up when carrying the medical box out the door: "Jingya, be good to yourself, don't treat yourself poorly just because those around you are treating you poorly. On the contrary, you should treat yourself even better. If no one loves you, then you should love yourself even more, and achieve this: only loving yourself."

  Su Jingya listened to Dongfang Yan's words and when she heard the sound of the door closing, she slowly raised her head and looked at the door.

  Her eyes stung painfully, she struggled to lift her head, forcing herself to hold back tears, but the overflowing tears still rolled down from the corners of her eyes.

  No one loves you, so you should love yourself more and...only love yourself?

  In her seventeen years of life, the only thing she insisted on doing was... to love Huangfu Yu wholeheartedly. Every day, she racked her brains thinking about how to love him and how to love him more, but never thought about how to love herself.

  She learned to love him, but couldn't learn how to love herself, and he... only ever loved himself.

  After a month of recuperation, Su Jingya resumed her habit of writing diaries. Every evening, she would write a long piece of diary, and the most she had written before was during her treatment in the United States.

  At that time, the happiest thing every day was to treat my diary as a confidant, secretly telling it about every small matter. I would use pinyin to replace characters that I couldn't write, then easily mistake words, and finally write the correct characters.

  From the age of seven to twenty-four, she unknowingly loved him for seventeen years. She kept a diary as if he had loved her for twelve years. When she returned home, she wrote twenty-four diaries over the course of twelve years and locked them in a wooden box stored in a safe deposit box at an American bank.

  She didn't know how many days or years it would take to thoroughly forget him, but as long as she was willing to forget, one day Huāng Fǔ Yù would actually amount to nothing in her heart.

  When writing a diary, she wrote a paragraph: I used to recite every word you said to me over and over again, your every glance at me, your every move, everything, I carved you into the deepest and largest position in my heart, making you the most unforgettable and important part of my heart. However... only now do I understand that "as if separated by a different world" is the best interpretation of our unfinished love affair. The green plum withers, the bamboo horse grows old, Huangfu Yu... You successfully taught me to accept reality, face reality, and erase the traces of loving you bit by bit in the cruel world...

  At dinner, Wang Anran cut a piece of steak and put it in her mouth with relish. She let out an excited voice: "This steak is really too delicious, the taste is exactly the same as that one store in America!"

  Dongfang Yan didn't have any appetite at all, and only cut the steak into small pieces without taking a single bite.

  "Hey, Dongfang Yan, don't you think the steak is delicious? If you're not going to eat it, don't waste it, give it all to me! I'm absolutely in love with this steak!" Wang Anran's craving for Dongfang Yan's steak was completely exposed.

  "An Ran, don't be so greedy. In someone else's home, be more reserved!" Wang Bo said somewhat displeased.

  But Wang Anran heard Wang Bo's words, his eyes narrowed, and he glared at him fiercely, then continued to gaze longingly at Dongfang Yan.

  Dongfang Yan had no appetite at all and bluntly pushed the steak away.

  Wang Anran got the steak and immediately let out a grateful "mmm" sound. As she ate the steak in big mouthfuls, she chattered non-stop: "Dongfang Yan, you're not bad for a kid, we get along pretty well, why don't you just take me in?"

  As soon as this was said, Wang Bo, who was drinking water, suddenly spat it out. He choked and coughed violently several times, finally not daring to believe in anger and loudly asked: "Wang Anran, what are you talking about? You're my girlfriend, now not only do you covet other men's steaks, but you also covet other men?"

  Damn it!

  Wang Anran curled up her lip in disdain, her face full of contempt: "The steak you prepared is so bad that even a pig wouldn't eat it. Who wants to be with you!"

  "It's not delicious, can you still finish three people's portions?" Wang Bo gave her a white eye.

  "I won't waste food, I don't want to be ungrateful to the great cows that have dedicated themselves for human contribution!"

  "Gee, in over a decade, I really haven't figured it out."

  "Did you see that, and got it?" Wang Anran glanced at him sideways, turning her gaze to Dongfang Yan who was pouring red wine on the balcony. She noticed that Dongfang Yan seemed to have thoughts on his mind, so she spoke loudly, "Hey Dongfang Yan, I'm just joking with you, don't take it to heart! You're not bad, why don't you just take my dear Jingya home?"

  Dongfang Yan raised an eyebrow and turned to look at Wang Anran, his thin lips opening slightly: "Two plates of steak can't keep up with your mouth? Do you need me to ask the kitchen to prepare a few more portions for you?"

  Wang Anran was about to nod, but saw Su Jingya coming down the stairs. She immediately put down her knife and fork heavily, ran over to support Su Jingya who rarely came downstairs in a hundred years, and smiled: "Dear, are you hungry? The steak is delicious, do you want some?"

  Dongfang Yan's tightly furrowed eyebrows suddenly relaxed when he saw Su Jingya coming downstairs. He put down the wine glass in his hand, walked up to her side and asked in a low voice: "Did you eat the steak I sent upstairs earlier? Was it good or not? If it wasn't delicious, I'll invite an Italian chef again!"

  Su Jingya bit her lip, recently she had almost locked herself in the room, if it wasn't for some things that required her to go downstairs, she would not have gone downstairs at all.

  But today...

  "I want to go out and clear my mind, can...can you accompany me?" Su Jingya asked cautiously.

  Dongfang Yan saw that she was finally willing to go out, and his eyebrows followed with a smile. He slowly hooked up the corner of his lips, but before he could speak, a hurried voice sounded beside him: "Great, great, hurry up and go! I'll leave the door open for you!"

  As he spoke, Wang Anran had already pushed Dongfang Yan and Su Jingya outwards.

  Dongfang Yan had never thought that Wang An Ran was such an impatient person, and he felt a bit displeased as he furrowed his brow. As he was pushed out by her, he shouted somewhat awkwardly: "Wang An Ran, Jing Ya and I have hands and feet, we know how to walk! Besides, I didn't take the wallet, car keys..."

  Before he could finish speaking, "whoosh", "whoosh", two parabolic curves, one in front of the other, streaked across the sky.

  Looking at the wallet and keys that had been thrown to the ground, Dongfang Yan's forehead couldn't help but slide down countless black lines. Was Wang Anran a bit too much?

  This is his home, but she's made it seem like she's the mistress of this house.

  He actually threw out his wallet and car keys... This is...

  Su Jingya saw Dongfang Yan's unpleasant expression, picked up the wallet and keys, waved her hand at him, and said in a low voice: "Anran is just like that, I hope you don't mind. Let's go out for a walk!"

  Dongfang Yandu drove her car, wanting to find a meaningful place to make her happy, but... after circling around the city center, she didn't discover anything special.

  Finally, when the car passed by a huge fountain, Su Jingya suddenly shouted loudly: "Stop the car, stop the car!!"

  PS: Next chapter, the male lead is finally jealous! Let's look forward to it together!

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