Chapter Thirty-Two He Just Couldn't Bear It

  Han Caiwei furrowed her brow, turned around and stopped looking at him. After a while, she said in a low voice: "......You say it."

  "The Emperor had already thought of a name for Xuer, and then handed over the folded paper to the Father Emperor, wanting to write Xuer's name into the jade register. The Father Emperor didn't say anything, and Xuer also entered the imperial jade register. However, I intentionally wanted to establish Xuer as the Crown Prince. I know that many people will discuss your humble status, so I haven't mentioned it yet. But establishing a Crown Prince is not something that I can decide alone," Li Xiuzhen said, looking at her back and pursing his lips. "General Ji might not agree first, so I let you be polite to Zhaoxi."

  Han Caiwei did not turn around, after a while, she said in a low voice: "I don't quite understand what the prince is saying."

  Li Xiuzhen let out a soft sigh: "The imperial physician diagnosed it long ago, Zhaoxi will not be able to have any more children. If the crown prince were to establish Li Xuer as the heir, and his birth mother's status was so lowly, then General Ji might submit a memorial to the emperor, asking him to let Xuer be adopted by Zhaoxi, and the emperor would likely agree. What would you do then? That's why I want you to be more courteous to Zhaoxi and not be too overbearing in everything."

  Han Chaiwei listened and didn't know what to feel in her heart, whether it was for herself or for Ji Zhaoxi.

  She lowered her eyes and bit her lip for a long time, unwilling to admit that Li Xiuzhi's words were his concern for her, but she also had no reason to convince herself otherwise. Even if she didn't want to, for the sake of the young man's future, she could only endure it. To say that Ji Zhaohui had not treated her badly, from start to finish, it was just that she couldn't adapt to such an identity.

  After understanding, Han Caiwei took a deep breath and said: "......I know, I won't be rude to the princess again. Please trouble Wang Ye to let Ah Fu prepare the carriage, I want to go back."

  She walked out with her head down, but Li Xiuzhen frowned and grabbed her wrist: "Since you understand, why are you still leaving?"

  Han Caiwei slowly turned around, slowly brushed away Li Xiuzhen's hand, and looked at him with a serious expression, smiling slightly: "Actually, the king doesn't need to worry about me. If Xu'er can have a good future, even if he is adopted by the queen, it's not impossible. At least his identity won't be questioned anymore. As for me, I don't matter, the king can divorce me when the time comes. For the king, it's just one less tool for carrying on the family line, there won't be any loss. The king also understands that my personality is not suitable to stay in the palace, I will leave, and the king doesn't need to worry about me anymore, it's good for everyone."

  Li Xiuzhen pursed her lips: "I have never treated any woman as a tool for carrying on the family line. I know Shen Feibai is still waiting for you, but I also know that if I divorce you, you will disappear without a trace and I won't be able to find you, let alone Shen Feibai. Han Caiwei, is this what you want?"

  He's not a fool, many things don't need to be said, he can see them clearly. If it were in the past, if someone spoke to him like that, he might have walked away without looking back and let go calmly. This time, however, for some reason, there was only one vague idea in his subconscious mind - perhaps this time, letting go would mean missing out on something very important.

  Han Caiwei looked at him firmly: "Yes!"

  What she wants is a devoted person, but he happens to be someone who can't devote himself. In that case, it's better to leave before falling deeper. Lest she repeats the same mistake, she doesn't want to get hurt again. She was foolish in the past, does she still want to be foolish this time?

  "Han Caiwei," he also stared at her, saying in a low voice, "You used to have someone else in your heart and couldn't accommodate this king. Now that you've lost your memory, the only thing you think about is escaping from this king's side. How could this king possibly let you go? This king wants you to stay by his side and use your eyes to take a good look at this king's goodness!"

  He would never say such a thing to anyone, but today he didn't know why, looking at her evasive and dodgy eyes, he said it out unintentionally. He couldn't understand that the delicate and weak woman's eyes used to be so tough, now this woman's pretended strong appearance, those dodgy eyes seemed to shatter with just a touch.

  He just couldn't bear to let her suffer.

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