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Chapter 9: Blazing Fire + A Dream of a Mysterious World

  Fierce Fire + A Thin Curtain of Mysterious Dream World

  Purple Lotus Extra Story

  Outside the window, the lavender field is in full bloom, with a vast expanse of purple that resembles the most luxurious carpet. A somewhat haggard middle-aged woman sits listlessly on her bed, her once bright eyes now filled with gloom.

  She, after all, how did she end up like this?

  Listening to the music and clinking glasses coming from downstairs, Zilu's mind wandered dazedly.

  Today is the 18th birthday party of her son's coming of age, but as a mother, she was not allowed to attend. If it weren't for her sister being the matriarch of the Miyazaki family, this viscountess title would have been gone long ago.

  Like the sound of thunderous applause suddenly came, is it cutting cake downstairs?

  She was also the second lady of the Wang family, and had once held a birthday party in the Wang's mansion... If she hadn't been so consumed by jealousy back then, she wouldn't be like this now, would she?

  Recalling Wang Zhanpeng's past doting and care for her, Zi Ling couldn't help but smile bitterly. When she was young, she always thought that a father who spoiled her was the one who loved her, but it turned out that it was her mother, who disciplined her in every way, who truly cared for her!

  If it wasn't for thinking about her future well-being, if it wasn't for truly considering her, why would Shunjuan have been so painstakingly advising her at the beginning. Unfortunately, at that time she always thought Shunjuan liked Lüfen. Lüfen was an excellent white swan, while she was a clumsy little duck who couldn't do anything. Every time Shunjuan told her to learn from Lüfen, she always felt that Shunjuan looked down on her, thinking that this little daughter of hers was a disappointment.

  Yes, she really lost face for Shun Juan. How could she possibly compare to Lu Ping? She was completely defeated in every aspect.

  When she was a kid, Lü Pīn would play with mud and marbles with Chǔ Liǎo while practicing dance; later on, when she got a bit older and had to balance practice and studying, she would pester Wāng Zhǎn Péng for attention; even later, when she was so busy that she didn't have any free time at all, she would stare blankly at the bead curtain.

  What right does she have to envy Lü Píng's achievements? Lü Píng has paid with countless sweat and tears to stand on the stage, surrounded by praise. And she, merely daydreaming, thinking that she has a gift for writing, so she writes some vague and ambiguous little poems, but has never truly devoted herself to serious study.

  She only knows the excellence of others, but never sees her own shortcomings.

  Lü Ping has been busy, and her contact with Chu Lian has become less and less frequent, leaving only a little bit of childhood affection. She secretly delights in seeing this, as her naive girl's heart had long been placed on Chu Lian. The elders of both the Wang and Chu families have high hopes for Lü Ping and Chu Lian, and every time Shun Juan and Xin Yi tease them, her heart feels like it's being pierced by a needle. Fortunately, Lü Ping always responds calmly to the two mothers, saying that she only regards Chu Lian as an older brother.

  Although she still didn't like Lü Ping, at that time she was also grateful to her. In the midst of gratitude, there was also a mix of resentment. Chu Lin was so good, and Lü Ping actually looked down on him, what a blind eye.

  It's just a pity that she is still an ugly duckling. Even if there isn't Green Sprout Chu Lian by his side, there will be other excellent girls around him. He is the campus prince, and there are always beautiful and excellent girls around him. Her only advantage is being his childhood friend.

  For Chu Lian, she used all her heart and soul. In front of him, she was weak and pitiful without confidence. She worshipped Chu Lian, he was her god. In the end, she finally succeeded, but at the cost of getting worse grades. Chu Lian was a top student studying in France, while she almost failed to get into a vocational school.

  This was the first crack between her and Chu Lian. Unfortunately, she was deeply in love and believed that their love was true, so she thought no difficulty could defeat them. When she found out about their relationship, Xin Yi was somewhat unwilling at first but eventually agreed.

  Look, even Chu's mother, who had never been too fond of her, compromised when faced with true love.

  At that time, she was happy and complacent. Qingmei's Chu Lian chose her, and even if Lu Ping had a career, what did it matter if there wasn't someone who understood her by her side?

  Reality gave her a hard slap in the face.

  Lü Píng had a boyfriend long ago, who was a man far superior to Chǔ Liǎn in every aspect. Even though she always found fault with him in her heart, she knew it clearly.

  Miyazaki Yoji is an existence that Chu Lian needs to look up to.

  Just when she finally felt superior to Qingping, a basin of cold water was poured down on her.

  She and Chu Lian have been in love since childhood, and Lv Ping has also known Miyazaki Yousuke for a long time.

  Met online and ended up in a romantic relationship, how romantic.

  What made her even more unbearable was that Chu Lian, who was clearly her boyfriend, was distracted and caused the accident because of Lu Ping having a new boyfriend!

  Lying in bed, watching Miyazaki Yosuke's meticulous care for Lü Fen, listening to Shunjuan talk about his support for Lü Fen's career, saying how satisfied she is with this son-in-law, her heart becomes increasingly filthy.

  She was jealous of Green Phoenix, crazily jealous of her.

  Similarly, her sister Qingping is elegant and beautiful, good at studying, can dance, has a gentle personality, and everyone who has been with her likes her. And she? A fake little kid, not good at studying, only knows how to daydream, doesn't have her own friends... Yes, she doesn't have any of her own friends, her friends are all Qingping's friends.

  When she drew herself into a pitiful circle and refused to come out, today's ending was also predetermined.

  Miyazaki Yoji got married, and he had a grand wedding with Lü Píng.

  And she, the jealousy in her heart grew deeper and deeper.

  Why is Qingping so lucky? She already has everything and yet she can get such a good man!

  She knew Fei Yunfan liked him, and when his refined eyes looked at her, they were all invasive. Except for being slightly older, Chu Lian was no match for Fei Yunfan, and he couldn't compare to Miyazaki Yousuke either.

  Her heart began to waver gradually.

  If Chu Lian was her first love, sweet and sour; then Fei Yunfan is the one she truly loves. He dotes on her, holding her in his palm with tender care, and she falls into the web of emotions he weaves for her. She feels guilty towards Chu Lian while being deeply entangled in it.

  After Chu Lian left the hospital, she had a lot of work to do and also needed to rehabilitate her injured leg, so she had little time to spend with him. At this time, it was always Fei Yunfan who accompanied her. He spoiled her like a princess, making her dizzy and fall into his arms, unable to climb out again.

  She thought she could keep this up forever, because Fei Yunfan loved her so much. He knew she truly loved Chu Lian, but was willing to stay by her side without any title or recognition. She was moved, feeling like the happiest woman in the world.

  Lü Píng has Miyazaki Yōji, she has Chǔ Liǎo and Fèi Yúnfān, she is happier than her, having two men willing to give up everything for her.

  But paper can't wrap up fire after all.

  She is pregnant.

  In the midst of the great anger of both Wang and Chu's elders, she broke off her engagement with Chu Lian three days before their wedding ceremony.

  At that time, she didn't know what the Wang family had paid for to make the Chu family not embarrassed her and kept her reputation. She pretended to be unaware of everything and hid in Fei Yunfan's arms, following him to France, becoming the mistress of his French castle, his third wife.

  After ten months of pregnancy, she finally gave birth to a son. She thought she would live with Fei Yunfan and their son from now on, but little did she know that this was just the beginning of a new chapter in her life.

  After the birth of her son, Fei Yunfan no longer stayed by her side and returned to work at the company. She didn't know French and couldn't take care of the child, so she left her son with the servants and indulged in her own fantasies.

  When she finally woke up from that dream, Fei Yunfan was no longer affectionate to her, often staying out for work and not returning home at night, their son was also distant from her, and the servants in the castle didn't take her seriously.

  She wanted to divorce and return to Shanghai, but found that she couldn't go back. Shunjuan's travels around the world, Wang Zhanpeng and Shen Suijin's days were tight, who had time and energy to take care of her, Lü Ping and Miyazaki Yousuke had children, she occasionally went to live with them, but it was impossible to live there permanently.

  Chu Lian... Chu Lian had already given up on her when he found out she was pregnant and had gotten married and had children.

  She can't go back.

  If she hadn't been so jealous of herself and worked hard from the start, would her life have turned out differently?

  She would have to spend her whole life like this.

  She has no worries about food and clothing, but that's all.

  The noise from downstairs came again, she closed her eyes and raised her head, tears streaming down her cheeks.

  She doesn't regret it, only because she can't regret it.

  Green Moss Extra Story

  "Green Duckweed, are you happy this life?" Her husband's question brought tears streaming down her face.

  Is she happy?

  How can it be unhappy!

  Apart from her parents' divorce and her sister's unhappy marriage, Wang Lüping can be said to be a woman who is extremely happy.

  A successful career, a loving husband, obedient and progressive children, well-behaved grandchildren, and lively and lovely great-grandchildren. If she still feels unhappy with herself, that would be unforgivable.

  Her greatest luck in this life was that on her twelfth birthday, she plucked up the courage to chat with strangers on MSN and got to know Miyazaki Yousuke, who is five years older than her.

  At that time, she didn't know he was Japanese, nor did she know his gender. She only knew he was a gentle person. She didn't want to tell Shunjuan about her grievances, but she could pour out her heart to him. He not only comforted her but also taught her how to get along with others, so that they would no longer isolate her because of her excellence, and she gradually understood human nature.

  After knowing him for a year, she found out he was Japanese because of the birthday gift sent from Tokyo to school. The beautiful handwriting on the package made her realize her mistake, he wasn't her, he was male. She never dared to tell Yousuke that she had thought he was female due to his gentle and considerate nature.

  He gradually became an indispensable part of her life, and she slowly had him in her heart. When she was 20 years old, her whole family went to France for a trip, and they finally met. The elegant man wearing white casual clothes stood in front of her, with a smile in his phoenix eyes behind his glasses.

  "Green duckweed, I've finally seen you." he said.

  Afterwards, they became lovers. One in Shanghai, one in Tokyo, long-distance love wasn't always that firm for her. He was so good, it's hard to guarantee there wouldn't be another her appearing by his side. Fortunately, they persisted.

  Four years later, he fulfilled his promise and stayed by her side, never leaving again.

  The failure of her parents' marriage had once made her doubt him too, but he proved his love for her with time.

  She's really happy, Yousuke.

  She took one last look at his face, full of wrinkles but still showing the handsome features he once had, and closed her eyes contentedly.

  The dream on the wedding night turned out to be just a nightmare after all.

  How could she like Chu Lian, how could it be possible for a short leg?

  How could her life be without Yousi appearing?

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