'In this day I wake up just like any other day but it didn't feel right, I can't place it. I can't see, I can't hear, I can't talk, I can't smell, I can't taste. I can't feel my body, I can't feel anything.'

  'But I use "I" but who am I ?'

  'I think so I am. So I am , for sure. Even if I exist only in my mind.'

  'Does I have I mind ?'

  'Even without mind, I think by myself, so even if my tought is the only reason of my existence , I am by this thought.'

  'I exist.'

  'So it's black. So can I fill it with my consciousness? … Apparently no …'

  'So can I create something in? ... Apparently no ...'

  'So let there be light! … light are you there? ... Apparently no …'

  'So apparently I'm not a god nor God! Or I am a failed god …'

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  'So what am I not ? I don't know. I can't say I am a thought , but I can't say I am not ?'

  'So let wait. I am so I am. But I am not the master of any other thing than my thoughts.'

  'I don't know what I am but I can think and I can remember what I think...'

  'So what was I before today ? …I don't know.'

  'How much time passed since I awakened? ..Pfff '

  'Ok so what am I ? Where am I ? Who I am ?'

  …

  'I am not nothing. I am everything(that I know). But I am not god'

  'So God please can you answer me ?'

  And I blacked out, out of the black nether I was in.