I don't blame you

  Then she dreamed of seven years later, on that rainy day, he was in the car, kissing her, a kiss without rules, not gentle, as if venting.

  He said: "Xian Xian, forgive me."

  Nie Zhiyan wanted to say, I'm not blaming you, really, although I don't know why you're treating me like this, but you are Lu Yiheng, whatever you do, I couldn't bear to blame you. However, she only said a single word in a hoarse voice, "good".

  At six o'clock in the morning, Beijing's sky was still a dull gray. She woke up from her dream and stood by the window, looking at the uneven high-rise buildings in the distance, feeling uncomfortable ups and downs in her heart.

  Nie Zhiyun couldn't understand what was going on with her and what was going on with them.

  He picked up his bag and turned around to leave the hotel.

  Entering from the east gate is the main entrance. Nie Zhiyan walked around the Seeking Truth Building, along the lawn, and in front of her was the Third Teaching Building. The sky had not yet fully brightened, but the self-study room of Teaching Building 3 was already lit up. Nie Zhiyan walked up the stairs, and on the way, there were students walking past her in twos and threes, holding books, some even eating bread while walking, looking very busy.

  A girl was walking with her boyfriend, saying: "You say, what's up with the professor? The topic of this paper is too difficult. He can make trouble, and I have to get up early to look up materials. My lazy morning!"

  The boy fondly pinched her forehead, laughing, "You sleep a lot, the English six-level exam is coming up soon, you won't pass this time either, just wait and see how I'll deal with you."

  "Come on, for someone like me who barely passed CET-4, passing CET-6 is just a way to torture myself?"

  The girl whispered something and then coquettishly walked away with her boyfriend by her side.

  Nie Ziyu smiled silently, suddenly feeling that his youth was a happy and blissful time.

  She stood by the window of Teaching Building 3, from which she could see the tennis court and swimming pool. The first time she came here, she thought that Lu Yiheng might one day play tennis or swim there, or maybe even leave his shadow at this very spot where she was standing now.

  Coming down from Teaching Building 3, after walking for a few minutes, there is a purely white main building. In front of the building, there is a large piece of emerald green lawn, with a very broad view. At that time, students majoring in French law had classes in this public teaching building.

  Six years ago when she came, she didn't find Lu Yiheng. She went to their classroom, the students of the law department were all listening very seriously, and she even listened to a class in the classroom, what the professor was talking about, as an outsider, she didn't quite understand, but Lu Yiheng wasn't there.

  It was a few students who talked about him during their spare time, saying that he had been absent from class for two days and had asked for leave, but they didn't know what was going on.

  Nie Zhiyan stood on the lawn, gazing at the white building, and finally left quietly. She walked past those buildings and sat down in a rattan chair beside a pool.

  At this time, the sky was already bright, and the clear pool water reflected the sparkling ripples. The surrounding willows were dense, with a pile of bluestones, and several students sat aside reading books. From time to time, the sound of students reciting books in a low voice floated between the trees, just like the dazzling hope at dawn.

  Nie Zhiyin smiled lightly, the previous gloom had completely disappeared, she stretched out her long legs and lazily leaned against the chaise lounge, feeling extremely comfortable and relaxed.

  The phone rang again, it was a Korean song, "Loving You".

  It's moving, touching people's hearts, and stirring up people's emotions.

  (Tomorrow's specific updates are still uncertain, probably two chapters!)